10.08.2011, 20:11
First of all, I cannot contact any of the family members right now, they are all in Italy, and my grandma doesn't give a shit. However this is not a big deal it's just a very frustrating problem I have for some while.
Also my mom knows about this, yet I cannot consult a doctor since it's in another town and I'm all alone at home.
Let me get this straight, It might sound a bit crazy but that's how it is.
It's all about just thinking about the neck, and afterwards I start feeling like someone is suffocating me, I can breath normally but my neck starts to hurt, whenever I think about it it starts to hurt even harder and so on, but sometimes I do forget about it and I'm as normal as possible, once I think about it again, it starts again...It gets frustrating as I cannot beat it with my mind, can't stop it from happening, It's just strange. It's not something normal that you can treat with medicine or treating substances...
Now honestly, I did not came here to be a smartass or try to get attention, I'm looking for answers.
Right now, I'm having this feeling because of course, writing about it reminded me of it..
(I once, punched myself in the face, it got so frustrating that I couldn't take it anymore! (Yes! the punch hurt but felt fine))
Also my mom knows about this, yet I cannot consult a doctor since it's in another town and I'm all alone at home.
Let me get this straight, It might sound a bit crazy but that's how it is.
It's all about just thinking about the neck, and afterwards I start feeling like someone is suffocating me, I can breath normally but my neck starts to hurt, whenever I think about it it starts to hurt even harder and so on, but sometimes I do forget about it and I'm as normal as possible, once I think about it again, it starts again...It gets frustrating as I cannot beat it with my mind, can't stop it from happening, It's just strange. It's not something normal that you can treat with medicine or treating substances...
Now honestly, I did not came here to be a smartass or try to get attention, I'm looking for answers.
Right now, I'm having this feeling because of course, writing about it reminded me of it..
(I once, punched myself in the face, it got so frustrating that I couldn't take it anymore! (Yes! the punch hurt but felt fine))