21.07.2011, 17:54
I've watched the final installment of the Harry Potter's (if you don't like em, w/e lol i enjoyed them) and reality just kinda hit me dead on. I've grown up watching/reading the Harry Potter series and now that it's over I feel so weird you know?
Knowing that I'm growing up is scaring me. Soon I'm going to be going to university/college and what about after that? get a job? get married? die? It's all happening so fast. I woke up today full of emotions bottled up, I have no one to talk to about things like this because it seems as if everyones taking growing up so easily. My dad growing up had to take care of himself and his siblings (parents had died in a car accident) so he's grown up and barely shows his emotional side. I don't really know who I could talk to, It's like a voice inside me that's asking me all these questions about "what's next?", "what will you do once your outta the house" ? I'm having like panic attacks because of it.
Anyone else feel the same way? For those who are out of the house already and have careers any advice on how to get over this?
Knowing that I'm growing up is scaring me. Soon I'm going to be going to university/college and what about after that? get a job? get married? die? It's all happening so fast. I woke up today full of emotions bottled up, I have no one to talk to about things like this because it seems as if everyones taking growing up so easily. My dad growing up had to take care of himself and his siblings (parents had died in a car accident) so he's grown up and barely shows his emotional side. I don't really know who I could talk to, It's like a voice inside me that's asking me all these questions about "what's next?", "what will you do once your outta the house" ? I'm having like panic attacks because of it.
Anyone else feel the same way? For those who are out of the house already and have careers any advice on how to get over this?