[Kapersky™]

Life is cruel, fam. I know that feeling, I've suffered from it. Don't worry, if one door is closed other door will show itself with the eternal light of success, just don't loose hope! Every thing has a reason behind it. You can make your hobby/passion as your job, that's the best way! Remember many great people had ups and downs in their life, and because of that 'big/small' ups and downs, they're at the limit of sky. I've also passed through this period, but life opened a second door for me. Remember there's always a second way. Don't run after success, run after professionalism - and then success will run after you.

Good luck brother.